That was beautiful & cathartic to read. I really appreciate you publishing this, and I think you're brilliantly talented. I relate to a lot of what you express here, tremendously. And I agree with you on that last one about growth, the online gang stalking was overwhelming to me only because in real life I've been alone mostly, no real friends at all, I have to avoid people for their own sake, lol, small talk is painful to me. It's impossible to function as myself at most employments. I also had once hoped writing online would be rewarding but I've never really made any money, and it's not really rewarding for me anymore. I need different outlets so I have other creative endeavors I'm working on in real life, I'm done with social media. It's just too easy to be misunderstood. People actually like me better in real life :)
That was beautiful & cathartic to read. I really appreciate you publishing this, and I think you're brilliantly talented. I relate to a lot of what you express here, tremendously. And I agree with you on that last one about growth, the online gang stalking was overwhelming to me only because in real life I've been alone mostly, no real friends at all, I have to avoid people for their own sake, lol, small talk is painful to me. It's impossible to function as myself at most employments. I also had once hoped writing online would be rewarding but I've never really made any money, and it's not really rewarding for me anymore. I need different outlets so I have other creative endeavors I'm working on in real life, I'm done with social media. It's just too easy to be misunderstood. People actually like me better in real life :)
Real life is where it's at. Online is good for...venting. Take care of yourself, always. Peace.
You just put it so well my problems shrink away there are others like meπππ»